Well its about time to wrap this up. The long hard road of recovery is pretty much over. Although this is more than likely something i will have to deal with the rest of my life. 10 to 20 years from now i dread how my back is going to be. The last time i blew out my back over 3 years ago now it took over 6 months to just fell slightly better.
To sum up the recovery it was a tough go at first. The first 3 weeks were the hardest. The first 2 weeks being absolutely brutal. That 3rd week was all about transition. After that the hardest fight was motivation and trying to find it. If you can i recommend some place warm and sunny after that 3rd week it made a huge difference for me. After that just try and find a routine and stick to it. A good routine will help ya get dialed back into reality and its amazing how easy things get everyday after. I hope i helped somebody or anybody out there who was struggling with a problem of there own.
If you read this and felt you may have been on your way to a problem or are just using pills for fun all i can say is DONT DO IT! Its not worth it in the end. The satisfaction and happiness you get from alittle pill will never out weight or replace real life. And if your not careful you might just lose everything you hold most dear. There is nothing worse than the lose of love and knowing you may never get it back.
Later Days All
2 comments:
Thank you for sharing your journey. I'm sad to see this end but happy that you're at that place, you know?
I think that you are amazing and should keep your blog going! <3 Peace & Love to you ALWAYS :)
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