Taking Stock

Let myself go

Taking a good look in the mirror today. Physically i look alot better and desire to maintain myself. Appearance was pretty much a non issue when i was using. The last 4 months by far have been the worse. No desire to be physically active or go outside. I would go weeks without shaving, sometimes i wouldnt shower for days, and my hair grew outta control. Basically didnt give a rip about my appearance. After waking up when i was using i would glance at myself in the mirror and i would look like crap. Right eye all droopy, pale, dark rings under eyes, and a gaint hair afro. I remember a day when someone came by and i answered the door and the first thing they said was "You look like shit." Pardon the language using a direct quote. Little did they know the night before i went on a pill droppin binge.