Day 5

Nothing like a good sweat. Kills the chills.

No sleep again last night. If only i could get some sleep. Most of the physical symptoms are gone. Just feel like i got a low grade flu. Some chills and sickness off and on. Actually hungry today for the first time in four days. First real solid meal today. Had to force it down my throat. In 5 days i havent eaten anything. Maybe 5 bannana, couple cans of soup, and lots of juice. Headin out for a second stint outside. Motivation is still really lousy. Had to force myself to get up off the couch and head outside. It was not an easy task. Did something today i havent done in 25 years and it felt good. But dont wanna get preachy here.

Got a free pass to a fitness club. Only reason is to use the dry sauna for the duration of the pass. Dry sauna is awesome once i got the energy to do it. Really helps to detox the body. Wish i had one in my apartment. They are great for detoxing off drugs. Fitness club guy is really annoying. He actually stopped talking and stared off into space during his lame sales pitch. On a side note whats up with these places chain calling you when you ask for a pass. He called me 3 times today. Sauna was good. Couldnt stay long, didnt feel all that great.
Oddly nuff no real depression or anxiety in todays outing. And thats a good thing.

Got some chills towards the end of the day and feel kinda crusty.

Really missing that special someone. Drugs ruin lives.