Day 13

It dropped a nice blanket of snow for the first time this year last night.

Not feelin to bad these days. Sometime last night i started to feel really sick again. It was odd it just came out of no where and then it was gone. It left behind a nasty tension headache on the right side of my neck. Slept ok but not nearly long as i would have liked. Feel pretty good physically, just alittle tapped out from lack of sleep. Started getting really tired mid afternoon and had to fight to stay awake. I dont want to fall asleep early in the day. Need to save it for nighttime. Head feels ok the fuzz is starting to flow away and motivation levels seem to be returning back to normal. Almost 2 weeks in and things are looking pretty good. Still little to no anxiety and still feeling alittle blu. Need to focus this week on getting some physical exercise in. Dude from the 24 Hour fitness club will not stop calling. He has been calling me 2 or 3 times a day for the last 3 days and its starting to get really annoying. On a bad note every now and then i have been having cravings for pills. A couple nights ago i had a intense dream about trying to get them. During the day saturday i started having a desire to take some. Its a good thing i dont have any. I just hope i dont throw out my back anytime soon.