Thursday, December 11, 2008

Time



Tick Tock Tick Tock

My perception of time the last 2 years has been crazy. Its insane to me that almost 2years have past since i left my job. To me it only feels like half that if that. It amazes me how the opiates affected my perception of time. Days would just snap bye. Weeks would go by and they felt like a day to me. Months would feel like a week. Nothing was relevant in my spatial distortion. What have i done in all that time? Nothing significant to speak of. The days would just bleed into each other and i never felt i had to rush. When i started to withdraw time went into reverse. Every minute was like hours. It was brutal. I felt like i lived those years missed in a week as i realized all the time i wasted. Damn you relativity!

The time is gone, the song is over, thought id something more to say...

3 comments:

Jenn said...
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Anonymous said...

im on day 6 right now going exactly what you're going through. i can't believe you posted that pink floyd song, ive been listening to that and almost laughing because when you're withdrawing time stops, when you're using, time flies. Either way, no time. I hate heroin so much, all I want is to sleep.

Time Wasted said...

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