Day 19

Feeling pretty good. Main problem as per the usual is sleep. It still isnt the best. It takes forever to fall asleep and then i only sleep about 5 hours a night. Body feels just fine. Which is alittle odd. In the past i had goosebumps for almost a month but this time the just arent there. Head feels pretty good. Motivation and energy levels seem to be returning slowly. Concentration can be hard to come by at times and a zone out on the tv really easy. No anxiety at all to speak of and its been a relief to not have to deal with it. The anxiety i used to experience was really brutal and caused most of my issues. So overall dont feel all that bad.
Headed out today to get some stuff done before the snow hit in force. It hasnt even started yet and people are driving all crazy. People on the freeway which is bare and dry are driving 30 mph. Managed to avoid the malls which are looking crazy. Made it to church for absolution when the snow really started coming down. There was almost nobody there. In fact over the past two and half weeks there hasnt been that many people down for absolution. Which i find interesting its almost Christmas and the part time Catholics come out of the woodwork for church. How could it be that they have all been so good this whole year? By the time i got out of there the snow was really coming down. Hit a few more stops and headed home. The freeways were pretty ugly. My truck handles this stuff pretty easily. Christmas got canceled at my dad's side of the family because of the weather. Most of his family are all headin down to Mexico for the next week or so the lucky buggers.